I.
The mead now quaff I deep to learn
Of one who utters not a word.
Beside a lush lea’s dewy lap
Were first united his two halves:
’Twas there, where rills ran in the light,
All-Father took young Grid to wife:
Where springs break ope upon the stones,
That giantess conceived his soul
Who forth amid the Asgard range
Was soon too swift to catch or tame,
But wild across that home of gods
Ran dauntless and with ne’er a pause,
And wrestled with the hungry bear,
And raced the rabbit to his lair,
And hunted elk, and stag, and boar.
Not once passed he through Valhall’s door,
And hardly e’er was glimpsed by eyes
Of those great lords who dwelt inside,
But made the mountain cave his home,
And with keen dart roamed off alone
’Cross desolations infinite,
Across the bright-hued continents
That are an earth that rolls above,
A sky-land that remains unsung
By any tale, and hides its stretch
From any but bold Vidar’s step:
The Asgard cloud-tracts; and their rains
Blew underneath, o’er Midgard’s plains
Until, where sky and earth converged,
He saw the boundary of his world
And viewed, below, daughters of Jord –
Daughters of Earth, a dreaming horde,
In rivers bathing, washing down
On streams that throbbed without a sound,
Singing in tones so silent, odd,
Which seemed to cause his mind to nod
And live no more where was its wont,
But rather ’midst those welling fonts
And ’midst those daughters… Vidar stood
Upon that bourne, that edge – and swooned,
And waked no more ’til brilliant Dag
No more his warmth spilt o’er the lands.
II.
“Oh Bragi,” said that youth one day,
Once to the bard he’d made his way –
Made back towards gardens of the gods,
Towards wall-girt realm of holy laws –
“Oh poet learned,” youth implored,
“Who owns of sweet song endless store,
“Who supply strums the sacred strings
And chants so fair of subtlest things,
“Who with thy Idunn in this bower
Intones of virtues in the flower
“What ope the petals, cast the dusts,
And quicken spores of flow’ry lusts –
“I beg thee: lend thy harp, for I
Such gorgeous creatures did espy
“Far off from here, where sky and land
Enclose, and wrap their resting hands:
“The daughters of this teeming Earth,
Fair daughters whom the rich lands birthed –
“Who sport amid the dashing rills,
Who sing where frothing waters spill,
“And in that strange place spread their song
That lasts as long as world is long…
“I plead thee: lend thy sparkling harp!
And in my hands invest thine art,
“And in my throat bestow thy voice:
Thy timbre, what makes gods rejoice –
“That I might cross vast welkin-world
Once more, to find that place of girls
“Who seem half-dream, and so might add
My poem and descant to their chants
“And woo them, each and every – or
Decide on one who charms me more
“Than all her sisters, and give chase
With music’s steps, with winning grace,
“So that I’d meet her in such spot
As garden this – such rich green plot,
“Where all of life like gems doth flash,
And marriage thine with Idunn lasts
“Until that far-off age of fire
(Which may not come, if Norns are liars) –
“And in such place, perform sweet rites,
That nymph and I should firm unite:
“A merging marriage – goddess, god;
And for our bed, take soft earth’s lawn…
“Therefore, oh poet, I request
Thy instrument, thy skills so blessed –
“And if thou lendest me these things,
Thy kindness evermore I’ll sing
“E’en after mine own warbling strain,
So poor, is all I’ve left again.”
III.
Now on this plea did Bragi muse,
That poet to whom Idunn drew
An age and more ago, and wed,
And who looked now with kindly head
Upon such wild boy wishing keen
To join in music’s loving dream.
The subtle harp-god stroked his beard
And gazed down with a look severe
Upon the youth, and thus did speak:
“My harp I’ll willing lend to thee –
“But thou must know: no means have I
To thee imbue with skill that’s mine –
“No strength to bittersweetness set
Inside a soul that’s callow yet;
“And therefore shall my words and notes
Live in this harp itself: the strokes
“Across these strings shall sweep themselves;
And thou mayst from its head compel
“Unearthly voice, to sing for thine.
Without thy work shall song and rhyme
“Proceed, unmarred by erring hands
Or by false notes on which might land
“Thy tongue unpracticed. Bear my harp,
Oh Vidar, where those sweet ones are,
“And let their fair souls be seduced
By living harp, and not by you
“Who’re all unskilled… But I shall need,”
Said Bragi, “something dear to thee
“As surety whilst ye roam abroad,
Wooing the maidens with my song:
“Some guarantee that you’ll bring back
What garden this would mourn to lack,
“And weep, for missing music’s grace.
Think, youth, and tell me what thou’lt place
“Into these hands, once harp’s received.”
Then youth: “Naught can I give to thee,
“For naught I own! Oh, woful plight!
I’m poor, and bare, and wealthless, quite.
“I think, and think… Spear’s all I own
By which I might secure this loan –
“But ’tis no more than sharpened stake:
A thing that’s facile to remake,
“And nothing what thou wouldst accept!”
And nearly then that poor boy wept –
But Bragi held a secret grin,
And told him: “As thou art my kin,
“And worthy more of trust than those
Who from a foreign land might row
“Or hike, gods’ blessings for to chase,
I’ll make proposal in thy case –
“That thou giv’st me what’s in thy mouth:
Thy tongue. I’ll keep it whilst thou’rt out
“Winning thy love; and thou’lt speak words
Again, once harp to me’s returned.
“Indeed, ’tis wise to lose thy tongue
Whilst thou art courting one who’ll judge
“Thy song’s perfection – for one squeak
Out from thy lips might mar the piece
“And break the spell what holds her fast;
And thus thou mightst release sweet lass,
“And lose her ever! and ne’er breathe
Her perfumes in a loving scene.
“Therefore I think ’tis trade full wise
If thou loan’st tongue, while I loan rhymes
“And notes, and harp – dost nod to this?”
And Vidar seemed’st at porch of bliss
To hear such scheme, and grasped the knees
Of god of bards, and said: “I’ll cede
“What thou dost ask – what need have I
For my poor voice whilst I shall try
“A nymph to win? No more I’ll speak,
But now reach in to pluck my speech
“And place it in thy hands – oh kind,
How thy sweet voice shall speak for mine!”
IV.
At summit’s top he stood once more,
Nigh unto earth and heaven’s bourne,
And viewed that hot land of desire,
The eager youth with eager lyre –
A land of damp-root woods and winds
Corpse-Gulper blew from tips of wings,
And saw where pours the flashing spray,
And strained to glimpse where nymphs might play,
And strained to hear again their tones –
But noticed he seemed full alone,
Save one strange damsel far beneath
Who from great ferns did strangely creep
With goddess-stride, and stared on him
With far-fixed eyes and upturned chin
And sang no music, but did wait
For what the youth might do, or state –
And in that moment, ’midst strong winds
The eagle flapped, the magic strings
In Vidar’s arms began to sound
With marv’lous pureness – not much loud,
But with bold strums the maiden sensed;
And words as well that charmed harp sent
Which Vidar misremembered soon,
Or missed completely ’midst their tune…
And straight enchanted seemed that maid
While Vidar, breathless, let harp play,
Giving such music as once rolled
O’er this far spot at end of all;
And after minutes – hours – who knows? –
The harp’s sweeps fell to meek and low
And so trailed off, still quiv’ring air.
Now youth of subtle change was ware:
The breeze dropped, gentle; falls and streams
Grew less; the shaking boughs and leaves
Fell nigh to still… Oh young god grasped
By frantic dreams: then Love did clasp
Its arms about thy neck! Thou sawst
How graceful maiden stepped back, lost
Herself in forest. Then thou went’st
Down slope and into bright woods dense
With vines and boughs, and saw her feet
And legs just vanish through thick green –
And followed long that rustle of
The e’er-concealing foliage,
Walking in trail that she did blaze,
Walking a path through nature’s maze
As sun spurred high then tumbled down;
And twilight thy sweet longing found
Gazing across a black lake wide
And watching thy fair love inside
A boat half on the sands… Then she
Did beckon, saying: “Come with me.”
V.
A white sail was the bird that flew
Fast ’bove those waves, and bore ye two
Across dark combers towards an isle
That beamed beneath the sunlight mild –
Across black waters towards a shore
Of murm’ring reefs, secluded more
Than any place Sol views on high.
With yearning impulse did it glide,
That skimming skiff, and ground the sand.
The maiden took thee by the hand
And led thee then through thorny brush
That rustled in the gloaming’s hush,
And walked and walked, while eve held still,
Not ceding yet to nighttime’s will –
And in some hour, thou sawst a stream
That oozed across that land with speed,
And sawst nearby an orchard’s rows,
In which, from twigs, each tree did grow
No flowers, but the foods of men:
Spiced meats and sweet, and honeyed breads –
But thou couldst nothing eat, thou knew’st,
For thy tongue lay in Bragi’s purse;
And still the unknown maiden led
Thy steps across that earth, and said:
“Now still I bid ye walk with me
Where’er I go.” She smiled at thee,
Moving along the winding shore
Of that thick flow which foamed and poured,
And then, to blank place soundless paced…
’Twas then thou sawst a sight full strange –
And frightful, more and more! as reached’st
The head of one huge gaping beast
Whose mouth was held ope by a sword,
And fettered was, at forelimbs four:
A wolf of black and yawning maw,
Of squirming tongue and twitching paws,
Whose drool ran out and formed that creek
That towards the black lake ever seeped;
And eyes of that bound creature rolled
And seemed to famish for thy soul!
Still led thee maiden by her grasp…
But thou gav’st up her hold at last –
Though strong she’d held thee – as she strode
Right down grim path those fangs enclosed;
And without glance behind, she slipped
With unconcern down darksome pit –
And then it was thy harp did fall,
And nothing more thou knew’st at all.
V.
So strange it was, how Vidar waked
In some remote and nameless place,
No harp beside him, and no hint
Of wind in air, of day no glint –
Far from the wolf, the stream, and trees
Granting each good food ’midst their leaves –
Far from the lake that blackly glowed:
So far, he trod for weeks untold,
Wand’ring, finding not those waves
Or new-blazed paths by which he came –
’Til more and more, he found him near
Dark haunts where oft bold beasts he’d speared…
Then not long was it ’til he gained
The Asgard trails that lead to plain
Of Idavoll, and thence to house
Where Bragi, by his elfin spouse,
Composes poems of wandering stars
And songs that muse whether ’tis far
To grasp those gems… Now Vidar went
Inside the threshold, and he bent
His knee to him of mystic strains,
O’ercome by loss, regret, and pain,
Unable to express how slipped
The bard-god’s harp from his firm grip –
Could only moan, and wrench his hands;
And slowly from his seat did stand
The skald so grave. Poor Idunn wept
To see young god by grief beset;
But Bragi kept his look severe,
And stayed unmoved by Vidar’s tears,
And said: “Mine instrument thou’st lost,
Oh foolish boy! And so the cost
“Thou’lt bear for aye: thy tongue I’ll keep
E’en as new strings I’ll pluck and sweep:
“Strings strung by elves, a harp whose song
Shall charm again this yard ere long –
“Half-charm, perhaps; for now’s mislaid
Some part of me my harp contained…
“But ever thou a mute shalt go,
Utt’ring nothing more than moans,
“For tongue of thine shall not return
Into thy mouth, ’til worlds shall burn…
“And may ye pine, and waste in gloom,
And rue harp’s loss until thy doom.”
VI.
Of late this happened, tale of grief,
This cause why Vidar cannot speak –
Hard languishes poor Odin’s son,
And wanders he in wilds alone,
Unable now to woo at all,
Or e’en to speak – a horrid fall
To loneliness! He knows not where
To seek some home, to find some lair;
And so across grim dreary wastes
He trudges, scorning every place
As site of torment, anxiousness –
Some grievous pit no god might bless…
But ’midst his weeping, soon he finds
Himself upon a plain much wide
Where many shrubs are, and tall grass,
And not a single friendly path:
The Vigrid flat land, isle in air,
Nigh barren as the sea is bare;
And here at last he stops, and sits,
For blankness is a balm to him –
And long he at horizon stares,
And lists to sparrows high in air.
His feet are worn from walking much:
All blistered, blue, all calloused, tough.
He sleeps – and once awoken, finds
The birds attend him on each side:
So many gentle helpers he
Would ne’er have guessed that he might see.
They wait upon his wish… He thinks,
Then points to feet. The swallows bring
In beaks, from far, long lengths of thread,
Small needles, and all scraps and shreds
Of leather that the cobblers leave –
Those little bits they do not need:
And soon hath god enough to make
Two comfy shoes, so shall not ache
His feet as treads he o’er the plain
To hunt his supper, bathe in rain,
Or sip from creeks… Yet still he asks,
In wordless way, for yet more scraps
To bulk e’en further right foot’s boot:
To make it heavy, fat, and huge.
The little birds, they flutter swift,
From all parts bringing leather bits.
His tongue god longs for, but soon learns
To do without heart’s vent of words –
At least until some far-off hour
When once again, when speech hath power,
He’ll cry his darkened soul’s full hurt –
Or ecstasy. Meantime he works:
He cannot make his shoe too thick –
He doth not cease to stitch and stitch.
And wingèd minions muse it round
Why not their task hath ended now;
But to this day he labors hard,
That man who dwells upon those jaws
’Twixt which his love passed, nightmare scene:
That wide mouth which consumes his dreams.