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mile after mile:
come July
the noontime casts
a hot blank silence.
triangle-trees cut the blue light.
are we all alone?
I wish and wish beside you –
the gusts tug at your sleeves.
a dry path stretches
between the windbreaks.
2
in my father’s house are many rooms,
wide and narrow. this sleepy day
the poison oak crept in and out the window,
touching pure dreams and their flesh on pillows.
an earwig crawls, a star declines
on its passage down
to limbo,
following the spirits.
they will speak without words
to an ear outside sound –
the door in the sky is locked
with a key of fire.
3
shale rocks, dandelions, and we together
riding in a train – a lined long country.
how happy we shall be
with the man of many faces,
slurping tea
while this clack clack clack
slips with us like a shoe, in fine clemency
of downpours –
here are your cup and spoon, and napkin…
don’t spill now.
well, this weather hangs
and hangs upon us:
the blazing time’s thrice-blessed.
4
you, and I, and we, dearest,
constitute the bourgeoisie this evening.
bourgeoisie of daydreams:
in love, at least –
or in pipes and blouses, more imperatively.
these people whom we look upon serenely,
wishful for novelty,
compliment and bore us both, by turns –
and, by turns, are a mystery.
dolled-over faces, and the polished eyes
of china dolls, there…
rouge and lime-green, rounded:
glancing in this heat, this golden gravity
of candlesticks!
as the midnight narrows
into a shade, a lamp’s shade, brightening,
outside a chiming circulates
where hailstorms travel:
sliding wire-bell,
from the earth to the heavens –
but inside we are hot.
the table is spread
with colored tortes, pheasants.
mouths breathe fumes that dwell at the ceiling.
I think I will be made today
of sweet jellies and marmalades
while the rain keeps drifting
high above us.
but I’m afraid you’ve forgotten something after
dinner:
a voluptuary, lolling in lust, the broken bowl.
I’ll send her up through the dumbwaiter presently:
adieu, mademoiselle –
I’m shutting the door.
there was no dish could ever sate her:
the fleshpot in her elevator.
5
crayfish, rubies, swans, tillers and sterns…
these are the waters in the sky,
a bathtub overflowing.
a sailboat bobbles
and topples o’er the brim…
but never to worry
your pretty little head, sweet –
the gushing pools collect
in the place of peace.
shall I bring us another plate of canapés?
for while we wait
the cylinders of summer roll to us
in a bowed flood,
a water pulled by siphons –
uncertain as we whom we should love.
6
a line of old oaks
and an empty expanse –
where have we arrived?
I see you falling here
into a bed beside
the jasper-pillared palace –
yawning, alone,
asleep,
sucking candied
drops
all given by the courtesans,
fair-skinned and light:
a congeries described
of painted lips and crying eyes,
glad in their glossy sport
of sin.
7
white perfumes swim on high,
and hedges stir in the breeze.
a beach ball’s out
and splashes in the water.
bright towels and umbrellas line the pool.
a water strider skips, breaks
ripples of the drowning chlorine.
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<<whoosh>>
so the springs of air
overturn the croquet game:
wickets, mallets, sandwiches
all blow away
into the looming cloud –
the summer hangs upon the sea
and the trains lag behind the weather.
past the lawn
our dark red ball is puffed gently
over the earth’s rim.
I might say that you are unhappy –
and yet not so much, really,
not very much to speak of.
so pardon us in time, then,
and I’ll pardon us as well,
passingly.
9
at the middle of the tableland
three boxes rest under a palm tree.
two contain macaroons and plums,
one is a casket.
horseflies and larks murmur
in the stringy leaves.
10
nothing in this place
come dry October.
but we are false stung, through and through,
waiting in the anteroom –
we gather our effects to go
and are out the door.
what say we have another drink, at home?
far away
a second hemisphere sends
showers and zephyrs our direction –
a crisp air, snatching caps, canes,
purses
into space, and past the rushing sky.
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astrid 2
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1
in the cerebrum the plateau is unkind.
one thinks of a votress, in her black dress –
the sepals curl, the bee creeps from the hive –
pinning her hair in insouciance, singing:
“view the wall of brick, the deluged citadel
of crocodiles and virgins.”
everywhere a boy looked was a valve of the earth,
white bluebells, a cold air spilling.
2
past the still months, and all things turn to air.
our dates, our socials fall apart with time.
as I say, I am concerned
about the jackets and clouds –
I am much concerned these days; but never, ever mind.
should we go into the dining room, right now?
a drizzling afternoon, then sunset.
our guests had dropsy, all of them;
they fell out of the whirlwind
as we played at bridge.
the holly shakes, the droplets spatter –
this poor rain of waters,
coiled in breeze.
I am decided tonight upon
fine eyes in windows,
and a wand in the hand…
conversing gently,
these lovers in colorless chambers
fade away –
they are a portion of the painting.
3
above the land
long storms whistle; the tongues are drawing
nectar in –
these fine eyes at windows.
our dinner friends and our dates disdain us.
it is a bother, don’t call them over.
it is peaceful, now:
an even clock,
sweet phosphate in a glass.
soon you’re bound to fall asleep upon
this tablecloth
from the light that gathers,
cruel and virtuous.
there is no one, these windows are empty.
4
under rays, a boy is swimming –
swimming in and out the hour
by vases and columns:
here are the drowned aortas
of the citadel.
water gushes
up, down,
through and over
tunnels, aqueducts, canals –
seeping sweetly towards
the orange sand, the hills.
let’s shut the house – bland drafts slip in these days,
they pull at the flowers.
well, the guests are gone –
everyone from the list…
a swivel of a slender wrist,
and the beams above us die.
from the city of forms every soul has fled.
glowing, flitting,
grand angels of a hovering land
blow trumpets for a cradle:
the buttercups unfold, the holy auras flare
and fill the towers, push the stars out of heaven.
we’ll sink into our beds, without a sound,
in small houses –
our heads that shall never turn,
eyes that shall never open.
all lips sing
in the fanning night.
5
shall we speak of the south magnetic line?
persons in glass spheres, the portholes’ blur,
scudding and veering –
overhead, a lonesome voice resounds.
here comes the line of dames and fellows
bearing over the path
a cherry in sweet amber bourbon,
filberts and raisins and walnuts in cakes.
each fair head is circled in light –
but a fine face turns up its nose at them:
the Lady’s soured on these luminaries
and their subsets of fruits.
she is a figure in the painting.
6
walking home, we must pass by
the holly and rain,
pools and crocodiles…
soundless
a shape soon follows us above.
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